Rico.......Suave!!!!!

*Sigh* I have so much to write and no energy to write it all. I go through moments of disbelief, anger, numbness, sadness that is so deep and hurtful it is hard to breathe. My bestfriend, mom, my confident, my soul--not here. I don't know how I am going to make it through these holidays; I do know that Gods' Grace has to play a major role - or I won't get out of bed. If you believe in prayer-please say a prayer for my family. The devastation of it all is still to acute for our small family to even talk about. As I type this, I feel that my mind is shutting down, which allows me to type these words. I miss you mom.

On another note...Henderson has an imaginary friend - his name is "Rico" and I guess the fact that he has an imaginary friend is not all that surprising, he is always caring for a little dog (thats not there) or feeding an invisible baby, or even talking to imagined peeps on the phone. But why must his name be "Rico" Where did that come from, does Diego have a long lost cousin named "Rico" that just appeared on an episode that I haven't seen. Did "Rico" run through Jacks' tree house (Jack's Big Music Show). Is "Rico" helping curious George get into MORE trouble.
Where in the hell did the name "Rico" even come from- this kid really amazes me!



If I told you all most of things that Henderson says--you really wouldn't believe me (LOL)

i.e. As we are eating natural cheetos *without all the coloring*
Henderson: "Mom. Is there cheddar on here"
Me: "I don't know, kinda perplexed now myself, I think so."
Henderson: " I don't think cheddar is on here"
Me: "Hey, Maybe your right, Wait, how do you know what cheddar is?"
Henderson: " Aww mom, you are soooo funny!!!! Walks away very smugly!!.....I think the Montessori school may be coming back to bite me!!!!